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this FUCKING contact lens has been stuck in the back of my eyeball socket since this morning and I'm afraid it is going to grow into my eyeball and then I will get cancer |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2008|11:11 pm] |
God I adore her voice |
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| kawaii not #185 |
[Jul. 3rd, 2008|08:37 pm] |
Well, how do you think rain is made?
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Okay, I'm definitely offering a Bubble Tea strip-inspired t-shirt design in the next batch, but I have a question for you all...
Poll #1217421 Bubble Tea T-Shirt Poll
Open to: All, results viewable to: AllWhat Bubble Tea design would you prefer on a t-shirt?
Many bubbly thanks for your help!
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[Jul. 3rd, 2008|02:07 pm] |
Trying not to get sentimental about my cat.
He's going to a new home Saturday morning. It
just isn't fair that he's alone all the time
and I want him to have company and love I have
no time to give.
Jesus, this is depressing. |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2008|02:00 pm] |
It is amazing how much physical intimacy (of almost any kind) bridges gaps between two people. That's what I'm missing. Maybe, just maybe I could keep what I have and be physical with someone else. Duplicitous!
I haven't the stomach for it. Another boy kissed me once. One night. A lot. After you left us at the bar. And I couldn't separate the two.
I wish you were cuddly when your clothes are on. |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2008|03:06 pm] |
The Drawers - Old Man
The Drawers - Sonar*
Two songs by the band who's using this photo for their next cd cover.
Question: I'm looking for a new lens for my 20D. I currently own a 50mm (1.8) and some cheap kit lens that came with my Canon K2. I'm now looking for a good "walk-around" lens. I love my 50mm but it's fixed and I need a lens with decent zoom capabilities. I'd prefer to stay in the $350 and under price range. Help!? |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2008|09:53 am] |
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I bet I could be friends with Amanda. More than likely, she's the kind of girl I'd make my best friend. We'd sleep in the back of my car and take photo adventures and toast to the fact that we both ran from the same dear-hearted, misguided, and temperamental boy who has legally been a man for almost ten years though still acts like he's 17 and entitled to the world's pity. |
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| concerning the ex. |
[Jul. 3rd, 2008|09:39 am] |
he took her to his parents house. it's the same old shitting out of both ends for that boy. in many ways, I couldn't care less. seeing the pictures, of course, it makes me angry. reading her livejournal makes me angry. It makes me less angry to know how unhappy they are. And that I ran from him as soon as I thought I was strong enough to do it and that any self-respecting girl would have (or should have) done the same.
my little heart is strange. it's amazing how much possession I still feel over him sometimes. he feels the same with me, though much more over-bearing and obvious. I'd never admit it to him, as I do not ever want to go back to the spot I was at this time last year.
I've become someone I can actually appreciate from a distance. Last year, that wasn't so. |
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| open studio and Near Life |
[Jul. 2nd, 2008|11:28 pm] |
Finally finished this big guy. I stretched him over the weekend (turned out less disasterous than expected) and spent about 12 hours putting in some real color and throwing light on the foreground plants. Painting is actually fun now - I'm beginning to figure it out. Color and I are becoming friendly - we just never really understood each other from the start but I think we can make this work.
Near Life
If you desire to swing by the ramshackle affair known as First Thursday open studios, please swing. I will be there along with the good Michael McDevitt [ http://michaelmcdevitt.blogspot.com/ ] - another freshly-released atelier student. I'm unsure as to the involvement of our other 3 studio-mates. We're just barely moved in, so it's a bit of a mess.
I'll have this big painting and some others still in their early infancy. I have about 5 weeks to finish up all the work for the upcoming show so I'm not sweating quite yet.
First Thursday Open Studios
619 Western Ave, 6th Floor South
Pioneer Square, Seattle
6-ish till 9 or 10-ish
we might have some limited wine and snacks and such, feel free to bring your brown bags containing whatever booze you want and hang out for a while. |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2008|11:26 am] |
my new schedule is so weird. 7am-11am and then noon-4pm four days a week. so horrible! i sit in shae and i's usual recluse corner on the clinic floor, alone half of the time, and just SIT. for eight hours. i'm only working two days a week until i finish my cosmo hours so in no time i'm going to be broke.
i stopped taking birth control and while i feel considerably less fucking insane all of the time, my appetite has left me. i'm always running around and doing something, anything and i just don't think about food until my stomach's screaming at me and i need to go on a quick taco bell run. fast food is taking ovveeerrrrrrrrr meeeeeee
my family's house was just sold and we'll be moving a few streets over to a house half the size. money's tight! i've never had so many people on the street ask me for money than this past two weeks.
i got a new tattoo and i love it
( party pixxx ) |
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[Jul. 1st, 2008|10:59 pm] |
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| My portfolio site. |
[Jul. 1st, 2008|09:37 pm] |
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It is finally up!
Booookmark it.
http://www.ayatsato.com
(My Flickr link is wrong, I will fix it)
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[Jul. 1st, 2008|02:52 pm] |
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( pictures. )
rocky votolato 7/19
dogues 7/20-25
water world 7/21?
six weeks until baltimore. kittens &tattoos on my mind. |
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[Jun. 30th, 2008|09:57 pm] |
It's a summer sequel to the last strip! With a twist ending! XD
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And thanks to everyone for all your suggestions for the next Kawaii Not t-shirt designs!
I'm still in the middle of working on the new ones, so there is still time to post below with any specific strips you'd like to see in wearable form. Help me help you look awesome. |
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[Jun. 30th, 2008|03:14 pm] |
she wants to love and be loved. and so do I.
It scares me to death that her heart might
search and find him.
I want those smiles to myself. |
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| oh hey lj. |
[Jun. 30th, 2008|09:44 am] |
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So I'm on a strict workout regimen. Running, ab crunches, etc. Every night before I go to bed, then every morning. So far, no results, but then again, I've just started. I despise this type of stuff.
I've gained some highly unnecessary summer weight caused by mall lunches, eating out, no excersize, and passing out for hours after working these 4pm to 1am shifts every other night. Last night, I didn't get out of work until around 2am. So lame.
My job has me working as a visuals expert now, well they're training me to be a visuals expert that is. There will not be an increase in pay or anything. It just means that I'll have to work late every time we get in new shipment. Basically, I help our Flow Expert layout the entire store. Blegh. Therefore I have many late shifts back to back. It's kind of off-setting, considering I can no longer get a good night's sleep to save my life.
Oh well though, I'm supposedly a miracle-worker.
Ohio in about three days. I'm actually excited. I need a well-deserved break from here.
On today's agenda, haircut, car inspection, Meredith time, then work from 4-1am. |
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[Jun. 29th, 2008|05:07 pm] |
our basement just flooded again and I really, really am tired of water. I don't think I've ever experienced a rainier summer, which would be fine if every time it poured I didn't have to shop-vac for 3 hours.
 
and this picture is going to be in this^ exhibition on Tuesday at IUAV in Venice. |
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[Jun. 29th, 2008|09:57 am] |
we are doing married things, running in married circles, and choking on our drinks when she mentions for the third time that, "I'm sorry, I just thought--you guys are so cute and comfortable with each other. I just thought you were married." and your boss's sister corners me and asks me if I've ever considered marrying you. I made a face, stated simply that you were my best friend, and downed the rest of my martini in one gulp.
If another person asks us if we are married (it's been happening for months), I'm going to file for divorce. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2008|07:29 pm] |
Everything is moving so fast
I'm not sure if I'll be able to keep up or if I even want to... |
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